My old life, My Hometown, Family and Friends..
It has been 8 months since i left my dearest hometown, Manado and i already miss it like crazy, i miss the town, the people, the amazing food, the heat, the entertainments, even the crazy traffic..
I miss my old life there, it was such an easy life, we are not rich but everything is always ready for me . My mother was always there to take me everywhere i need, or i can drive myself if she was quite busy. I had a lunch everyday with my best friends and we talked and laughed so hard and did silly things together. We would then arrange our next holiday trip together. Now they are arranging it without me because i live so friggin' far away. aaaaa :/
I love my husband with all of my heart, but to be honest i feel very lonely too in here. I knew it would be this hard when i decided to leave my comfort zone, but still when facing it right now, it feels really hard. I tried to look up for all the beauty and possitiveness in all thing every week, but there are times like this when i feel very gloomy.
Living in a very far away country and diferent continent like this make me appreciate all the easy things in Indonesia. Where all your need is delivered right to your doorstep. Fresh fruits, healthy food, there is always people who make everything a lot easier for you, you can find anything in Indonesia.
I miss the smell of the ocean, warm and salty, i miss the look of the sunset as it goes down beside Old Manado island, it was such a splendid view.
I miss my Mother's hug, the laugh of my goddaughters and my sisters, i miss all the joke with my old officemates, i miss my workplace computer desk, i even miss my neighbours.
Oh i am in so much hope that my work opportunity will become real so i can start a good paying work and be able to go back Manado once again.
Please God, Please Please Please...
Have mercy on my poor soul..
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