52 Weeks of Positiveness #18

I have never been in a major PMS breakdown before in mylife. 

The pains and all the backache is my monthly guest, but not PMS. However this time it's a different story. The last week i was in such a gloomy mood for probably 3 days in a row. I get iritated easily, bad mood all day, and even too lazy to do room cleaning. 

And the climax is when i cried over a super silly things. This all started when my husband came home finding out the lamp in our room is still on in the morning. This happens everytime he is on his night shift ( the lamps ) , as i can't sleep alone with lights off. But on that particular day i forgot to switch to the bedside lamp, and used the central lamp instead. So when my husband told me i got very irritated and even cried! OMG how silly.

Of course my husband was very sad because i cried, and it's making me even more sadder. oh what a sad sad day...

But we eventually made it up allright and i said sorry for my silly attitude.

After that i feel we have become more romantic than usual. I feel loved and want to hug him everytime i got the chance.

I think that happens for all the wives, after a bad day, the anticlimax is very heartwarming.

Thankyou dear husband for your big big ultra love. 

<3 <3 <3

52 Weeks of Positiveness #17

Mom is on Vacation, Daughter is in bliss

So, My mom has just back from her vacation to Hongkong and i am sooo happy hehehe. 

My mom is a stay-at-home mom, she does all the mother's chores like cooking, cleaning, or washing while me and Dad working. Sometimes i do help her when i feel not too tired, and mostly on dinner time all of us would just go out and eat in a restaurant around Manado because my mom is not a huge fan of cooking wkwkkww. Beside from the house routines, she goes shopping all day from mall to mall, just refreshing and spend time while waiting for me and Dad finish our work. In the morning she would prepare our meal, drive me to work and go hang out with friends or shopping to kill the time, and in the afternoon she would pick me up at work. And she is enjoying it.

But since i have been here in Hungary, she told me how her life is so boring with nothing to do than just hang out and shopping. I know it sounds weird that anyone would be happy being able to spend time hanging out rather than working, but you know, my mom has been spending all her life taking care of me so when i moved she felt lost. Even shopping makes her bored.

So when i was able to help my mom on her vacation ( though not all, i just gave a little contribution from me ), i am so much happy.

I once took her to Singapore with me, then she and my Dad came here in Hungary and travelled the Europe, and now she's just came back from Hongkong.

This is such a blissfull moment for any children. Having to see my mother spend her time hang out, shopping and travel. It can somehow reduce her worryness towards me. I am so much blessed that God allowed me to see my mother happy and having the best time of her life.

My mom is a  very strong woman and had spent most of her younger days to raise me in all of the shortcomings we had. Back then this kind of thing like travelling was just a cloud in the sky, something that's too far for us to reach. But now God gave us soo much blessings we could not contain it.

That is why this is such a big Possitiveness and Happiness that happened in my life this year. This one is deserved to be shared. Because it's not just about me, my happiness depends on all the people i love. My stress mostly comes from the sadness from all the people i love, if i see them on stress i would be stress too. 

I wish i will have enough money to help my mother in law do her vacation as well. When i told her my mom was going for a vacay she said "aaah da jó" ( ohh, how good ). She said she's always wanted to travel as well. She had never been in an airplane before. And her daily routine was just doing housewife chores, period. no hangout, no chit chat in restaurant with friends. 

She lives in such a contrast life with my mother. And she is in her old days now, so i think she shouldn't be doing too much housechores. Just take it easy and relax. 

I pray that when me and David go back Manado, she and Appa can come as well so we can take them to a lot of beautiful places in Manado and hopefully in Bali. I would really love to take them to eat in restaurant in Manado. Because unlike Ajka, Manado is a city of restaurants hahha.

Well, this is it for now, Thank God for making me able to point out all the positiveness in my life. There are lot of negative as well, but i am trying my best to find the positive one and thankfully i have been able to found it.

 

52 Weeks of Positiveness #16

 

Yes can you believe it? 

S N O W in SPRING

The last 2 days there was a heavy snow storm and rain and the temperature dropped into -5. Hahahahaa. Here's the pic i took,

My brother in Law said that this is a phenomenon once every 10 years. WOW

It's so friggin cold but somehow your heart is warm wtih the white view everywhere. Ahhh i can't wait for summer. <3

52 Weeks of Positiveness #15 - HAPPY EASTER

E A S T E R  is H E R E 

 

Woke up with this breakfast

Hungarian special traditional food.

i had to wait 6 and a half hour for this dish to be finished. wuhhhh

But it was all worth it. 

The taste is magical, very soft beef and carrot and bean. hmmm yummy

 

I am going to church soon. The Easter in Hungary is quite simple, just like Christmas. People only go to Church and have a nice meal at home. Not as hyped as in Manado. Where we would have a Church parade, all sorts of championship, lighting festival and sorts. 

But the long weekend is the same heheheh.

Have a nice Easter everyone. He is Risen!

52 Weeks of Positiveness #14

This is what this topic is all about

to stay  p o s i t i v e 

 

Which is not an easy thing to do. 

It's been a hard week with so many overtime work. body is so friggin' tired.

got scolded by my mum for forgetting to wash the chilly she brought me before i eat it ( been eating the dirty chillies for almost a century x,x . actually it's been 8 months ).

no news from the prospect future work ( hiks ).

borrowed 3 books from library 2 weeks ago but haven't got time to read it.

my mom is going to Hongkong in the end of April and i am soooo jhealhouseeee. how i miss travelling so much.

so much rain and it's getting colder huuu.

 

All those little things that seems easy but has connection all in all and made up a big ball of stressful in my head.hhhhh. But i keep on trying to be positive and be happy. I still have husband who loves me, Mom got angry because she was only worried as hell of my health because i live too far from her, many overtime means plus moneyyy, if we no go france maybe i can go Balatonsound on July, well that's worth it tho'. And about the books, i said to myself that the library here is very flexible so i can use all mytime to read as i like it. And rain,.... oh rain... just be patient, summer is coming.

Mom is living her life so i shoud be happy for her. Also, she travels a lot and no need to work because her hardwork in the past has been paid off now.

So, am i doing it allright? 

There were many days when i feel so sad and lonely and just plain bored living here. I did cry too. But i think this is a process i must face , the risk i must take as a consequence of my choice. I do hope all these things will make me a stronger person and especially a less selfish person because i need to think about my husband feeling as well. It will do no good for him seeing me sad and lonely. And i can wait a bit longer staying here for him because this is his hometown and before we move to somewhere with a highspeed of work vibe, it is good to enjoy the laydown vibe here in Ajka , right?

Keeping a positive mind over all the stressful things around you is hard but it doesn't mean it is impossible to do. Cry if you have too, but don't forget to pray and ask for a strength because God didn't promise it would be easy, but He promised He would stay and it would be worth it.

 

52 Weeks of Positiveness #13

S P R I N G  is here

These are the pictures i took from last week when the Cherry blossoms at its finest moment. Soooo beautiful, this is the first time i see Cherry or Sakura tree in real life hahhaa. When i arrived in June the trees already turned to green leaves but now as the Spring is happening, the beautiful colours of the flowers is out. I am so much glad i took these pictures, i didn't intended too. I was just passing by and the thought of "ah maybe i can make a picture later together when i go out with David" passed me by. But i didn't buy it and took out my phone immediately. 

I am sooo glad i did it.

Why?

Because now the beautiful colors are gone, replaced by green leaves. It turns out that Cherry Blossom only happens in around 1 week. huuuuuu---

I think that is why it is so special. It so magical and so beautiful.

I thought Sakura only grows in Japan, hahahha. silly me. It is actually grows in many country including, Hungary. hihihih

Welcome Spring, please be nice to me :)

 

52 Weeks of Positiveness #12

Yeaaa... Happy Birthday Davidom!

 

 

My dear husband has just turned 33th uh yeaaaaaahh, xD

Happy Birthday my darling man, have a great years ahead filled with joy and dreams come true. God bless you abundantly and i hope you can be a blessing for others as well. 

I love you soooo gigazillion much :*