52 Weeks of Positiveness #16

 

Yes can you believe it? 

S N O W in SPRING

The last 2 days there was a heavy snow storm and rain and the temperature dropped into -5. Hahahahaa. Here's the pic i took,

My brother in Law said that this is a phenomenon once every 10 years. WOW

It's so friggin cold but somehow your heart is warm wtih the white view everywhere. Ahhh i can't wait for summer. <3

52 Weeks of Positiveness #15 - HAPPY EASTER

E A S T E R  is H E R E 

 

Woke up with this breakfast

Hungarian special traditional food.

i had to wait 6 and a half hour for this dish to be finished. wuhhhh

But it was all worth it. 

The taste is magical, very soft beef and carrot and bean. hmmm yummy

 

I am going to church soon. The Easter in Hungary is quite simple, just like Christmas. People only go to Church and have a nice meal at home. Not as hyped as in Manado. Where we would have a Church parade, all sorts of championship, lighting festival and sorts. 

But the long weekend is the same heheheh.

Have a nice Easter everyone. He is Risen!

52 Weeks of Positiveness #14

This is what this topic is all about

to stay  p o s i t i v e 

 

Which is not an easy thing to do. 

It's been a hard week with so many overtime work. body is so friggin' tired.

got scolded by my mum for forgetting to wash the chilly she brought me before i eat it ( been eating the dirty chillies for almost a century x,x . actually it's been 8 months ).

no news from the prospect future work ( hiks ).

borrowed 3 books from library 2 weeks ago but haven't got time to read it.

my mom is going to Hongkong in the end of April and i am soooo jhealhouseeee. how i miss travelling so much.

so much rain and it's getting colder huuu.

 

All those little things that seems easy but has connection all in all and made up a big ball of stressful in my head.hhhhh. But i keep on trying to be positive and be happy. I still have husband who loves me, Mom got angry because she was only worried as hell of my health because i live too far from her, many overtime means plus moneyyy, if we no go france maybe i can go Balatonsound on July, well that's worth it tho'. And about the books, i said to myself that the library here is very flexible so i can use all mytime to read as i like it. And rain,.... oh rain... just be patient, summer is coming.

Mom is living her life so i shoud be happy for her. Also, she travels a lot and no need to work because her hardwork in the past has been paid off now.

So, am i doing it allright? 

There were many days when i feel so sad and lonely and just plain bored living here. I did cry too. But i think this is a process i must face , the risk i must take as a consequence of my choice. I do hope all these things will make me a stronger person and especially a less selfish person because i need to think about my husband feeling as well. It will do no good for him seeing me sad and lonely. And i can wait a bit longer staying here for him because this is his hometown and before we move to somewhere with a highspeed of work vibe, it is good to enjoy the laydown vibe here in Ajka , right?

Keeping a positive mind over all the stressful things around you is hard but it doesn't mean it is impossible to do. Cry if you have too, but don't forget to pray and ask for a strength because God didn't promise it would be easy, but He promised He would stay and it would be worth it.

 

52 Weeks of Positiveness #13

S P R I N G  is here

These are the pictures i took from last week when the Cherry blossoms at its finest moment. Soooo beautiful, this is the first time i see Cherry or Sakura tree in real life hahhaa. When i arrived in June the trees already turned to green leaves but now as the Spring is happening, the beautiful colours of the flowers is out. I am so much glad i took these pictures, i didn't intended too. I was just passing by and the thought of "ah maybe i can make a picture later together when i go out with David" passed me by. But i didn't buy it and took out my phone immediately. 

I am sooo glad i did it.

Why?

Because now the beautiful colors are gone, replaced by green leaves. It turns out that Cherry Blossom only happens in around 1 week. huuuuuu---

I think that is why it is so special. It so magical and so beautiful.

I thought Sakura only grows in Japan, hahahha. silly me. It is actually grows in many country including, Hungary. hihihih

Welcome Spring, please be nice to me :)